We have lost our apartment due to no income and believe me we have tried everything we could think of to keep it. We have been struggling for a few months now because the only income we had coming in was maybe 150 a week which doesn't cover rent, utilities, food, etc.  But for those few months we scraped by.  I know I know we should have had a savings built up but with this economy we found that to be difficult to build one up for us to live off of for a few months.  With that said I'm incredibly sad that our fresh start as a newly married couple has taken this turn and I feel angry at myself that this has happened even though circumstances were out of our control.

Stress

The stress I have been under for the last month and a half has been numbing and painful at the same time.  I don't get enough sleep, I can't eat most of the time, my hair is falling out, my body hurts, and my brain is going 24\7.  I want it to stop NOW!  But it won't.   Now on top of the issues I have been facing the last little while I am supposed to mentally prep myself for my husband to go on a lengthy business trip for training.  It's almost to much, I'm pretty close to my breaking point!